Wednesday, December 18, 2019

Shoveling Snow with Buddha


In the usual iconography of the temple or the local Wok 
you would never see him doing such a thing, 
tossing the dry snow over a mountain 
of his bare, round shoulder, 
his hair tied in a knot, 
a model of concentration. 

Sitting is more his speed, if that is the word 
for what he does, or does not do. 

Even the season is wrong for him. 
In all his manifestations, is it not warm or slightly humid? 
Is this not implied by his serene expression, 
that smile so wide it wraps itself around the waist of the universe? 

But here we are, working our way down the driveway, 
one shovelful at a time. 
We toss the light powder into the clear air. 
We feel the cold mist on our faces. 
And with every heave we disappear 
and become lost to each other 
in these sudden clouds of our own making, 
these fountain-bursts of snow. 

This is so much better than a sermon in church, 
I say out loud, but Buddha keeps on shoveling. 
This is the true religion, the religion of snow, 
and sunlight and winter geese barking in the sky, 
I say, but he is too busy to hear me. 

He has thrown himself into shoveling snow 
as if it were the purpose of existence, 
as if the sign of a perfect life were a clear driveway 
you could back the car down easily 
and drive off into the vanities of the world 
with a broken heater fan and a song on the radio. 

All morning long we work side by side, 
me with my commentary 
and he inside his generous pocket of silence, 
until the hour is nearly noon 
and the snow is piled high all around us; 
then, I hear him speak. 

After this, he asks, 
can we go inside and play cards? 

Certainly, I reply, and I will heat some milk 
and bring cups of hot chocolate to the table 
while you shuffle the deck. 
and our boots stand dripping by the door. 

Aaah, says the Buddha, lifting his eyes 
and leaning for a moment on his shovel 
before he drives the thin blade again 
deep into the glittering white snow.
by Billy Collins

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